Anyway, i’m really looking forward to this vacation because I’m going on a trip to Kuala Lumpur with friends. We’re staying there for 5 days and we have already plotted our itinerary. This is the first real vacation i’ll be having in years. The last time i went out of the country was with my family when i was in college, when we went to Hong Kong and China. This past summer my brother and i planned on going to Japan but we had to catch up with our units so we enrolled in summer classes instead.

I’ve already bought most of the things i’ll be bringing, just need to buy a couple more. Damn, i can’t recall when i’ve been this excited! I’m pretty sure it ‘s because: 1) i’m going out of the country, and 2) it will be with friends, no parents lol. Well, i’m going with a very good friend R, and she invited her friend T whom i’ve never met. But that’s okay, the more the merrier right?

I am, however, afraid that my expectations on this trip is so high that i might get disappointed somehow lol. But i can’t help myself, my friend and i have been planning this since last year (or was that the year before?) with some of our Beda Law friends. But since school takes up so much time, we haven’t pushed through with it until now. And even though M and M couldn’t make it, we decided early on that we will go with our trip even if it’s just the two of us. Which, funnily enough, made us think who’ll take our pictures.

Another worry is that this trip will have bad consequences for my grades in school. It’s superstitous and probably non-sensical but i kinda think that in exchange for this trip, i might flunk my subjects, which i really pray to God won’t happen. Funnily enough i’m not alone in this thinking, this is R’s worry too. Maybe we’re just a bunch of superstitous law students, because we can’t seem to enjoy our vacation, for fear of  flunking our subjects. As if having fun is in any way connecting with it.

Ahh… just think, this time next week i’ll be in another country, enjoying it’s sights, sounds, and flavors. I’ll be seeing you, Kuala Lumpur!

Anyway, the couple who got married are friends since high school, they’ve been together for 7 (maybe 8?) years now, and have known each other for longer than that. I’m happy for them, i sincerely wish them a good life together. Some may think the reason they got married was because the she got pregnant but you can really see that they are meant for each other and that both sets of parents are sincerely happy for both of them. Heck, Tita Mommy even knows the date for the birth (their first grandchild ).

The wedding was solemn and the reception fun. It was a sort of mini reunion for our circle of friends. Life does tend to get in the way of friendship but you can see, the bonds are still there That’s why even though i have a big exam tomorrow, i still attended the event. Argh! Now i have to study and make up for lost time haha.

Anyway, on other things. Our barops was a HUGE SUCCESS this year! Fun and tiring, but that’s the way it really is. I looooooove our shirt and jacket! Many people loved it too. The press kept on taking pictures of us, i even asked someone at one point if they really are from the press haha. Someone texted us that they saw us on tv. Cool.

Prayers for our barristers.

Miss him. Miss him. Miss. Him.

*happy sigh*

I can’t compose my thoughts, they’re all scrambled. I don’t think i ever felt this giddy about someone since high school… I don’t know when i’ll next see him…

I melt when he smiles… I can’t look him in the eyes without my knees going weak, literally. My hands get cold so i avoid touching his. I blush for crying out loud! My face goes all red, my friends notice so the more they tease me. And i’m 26 already, i should be past this stage.

I smile whenever i think of him. That’s like every minute.

I can’t sleep. I pray for him. And me of course.

I wish. I wish. I wish. And then I pray some more.

I’m damn giddy and giggly.

Can’t get over.

I came by this bookstore because i reserved some books for a friend. Two of them were not yet available so i have to return. No hardship, i love this place. It’s a five-storey building plus basement of books, books, books. Okay, their top floor is for cds, but still, that’s 4 storeys of books, counting the basement. LOVE!

There’s a couple on front of me, and the guy keeps on glancing at me. Hello, not interested! He’s so not my type. Speaking of types, i met this guy yesterday which caught my interest. I’ve been noticing him around school, and it turns out he was my brod’s roommate. Darn it! Anyway, i got to talk to him because i was with another brod and they knew each other. I don’t think he’s interested though, i bet he already has a girlfriend. Guys like him usually have one. Too bad. He’s tall, dark, and goodlooking. He wears glasses. He’ll be taking the bar this year, i hope he passes.

Tomorrow i plan to go to my old school, it’s the yearly send-off of the barristers. It’s going to be another fun event. It’ll be nice seeing my sorority sisters again (yes, i belong to one) and meeting the brothers (hmm we’re associated with a certain fraternity, always have been). I miss them. I just hope my mother’s in a good mood so that i could leave early.

Oh man, talking about school made me remember my grades in my current school. I’m happy i passed by midterm in my Evidence class but i’m worried with my other subjects. I flunked my prelims (equilavent to 2 recitations/quizzes) on tax 1 and civpro. I HAVE to do well, no more slacking around.

I’m craving for a slice of cheesecake right now.

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Earlier today i took my midterm exam in taxation 1. And i was really disappointed with how i did because i left a couple of numbers blank. We only had 2 hours to finish the exam, but let me tell you, it was loooong. I usually do the numbers which are easier. But by the time i came up for air, our professor said we only had 20 minutes remaining and there were still a couple numbers to go. Suffice it to say most of us weren’t able to finish the exam. I wish Atty I gave us a couple more minutes.

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My birthday’s coming up in a few days. This year, my friend and i decided to celebrate it together, since we share the same birthday. We’re planning to hold it at the resort where he works at, since he can get big discounts. I’m really looking forward to it since it’s been a LONG time since i celebrated my birthday with something like this. Usually i just take my friends out for dinner somewhere.

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I’ve been looking everywhere for a particular pair of gladiator sandals, something similar to the one i saw online. I haven’t found any to my liking yet.

So. What to write…