starting at the middle

I <3

Miss him. Miss him. Miss. Him.

*happy sigh*

I can’t compose my thoughts, they’re all scrambled. I don’t think i ever felt this giddy about someone since high school… I don’t know when i’ll next see him…

I melt when he smiles… I can’t look him in the eyes without my knees going weak, literally. My hands get cold so i avoid touching his. I blush for crying out loud! My face goes all red, my friends notice so the more they tease me. And i’m 26 already, i should be past this stage.

I smile whenever i think of him. That’s like every minute.

I can’t sleep. I pray for him. And me of course.

I wish. I wish. I wish. And then I pray some more.

I’m damn giddy and giggly.

Can’t get over.